Who I Am

As I am sitting here on a Friday night, alone while most of my friends are out on dates with their boyfriends I am listening to my iTunes. A song just came on and came some AMAZING inspiration :)
I used to be a huge fan on Nick Jonas but lately I feel as if Justin Bieber has over taken his popularity.  Anyways, this song is called Who I am by Nick Jonas and The Administration. (Nick Jonas actually wrote this song....thought that was neat)

I want someone to love me
For who I am.
I want someone to need me.
Is that so bad?
I want someone to love me
For who I am.

Nothing makes sense.
Nothing makes sense anymore.
Nothing is right.
Nothing is right when you're gone.
Losing my breath.
Losing my right to be wrong.
I'm frightened to death.
I'm frightened that I won't be strong.

I want someone to love me
For who I am.
I want someone to need me.
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have.
I want someone to love me
For who I am.
 

I'm shaking it off.
I'm shaking off all of the pain.
You're breaking my heart 

Breaking my heart once again.

I want someone to love me
For who I am.
I want someone to need me.
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have.
I want someone to love me
For who I am.

Are you gonna love me
(yeah)
For who I am?

I want someone to love me
For who I am.
I want someone to need me.
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have.
I want someone to love me
For who I am.
(yeah)
Who I am.

This song just is a major favorite to me because I don't want someone to love me when I'm all dolled up and dressy I want a guy that will love me for whatever hot mess I look like that day! I pray for that guy everyday :) Like my amazing mother said:

"Instead of focusing on the guys in your past, pray for the mat God intends for you. He is out there some where struggling with his own stuff."

Another friend of mine named Jacob told me once:

"If you can't be patient with God then who are you going to be patient with?"

I have always struggled with patience, but if I turn to God and lay my problems before Him He can bring me through  ANYTHING ! 

Love you!!

xoxo

Lainey